"I ain't here to do anything halfway."

"Don't give a damn what anyone might say,
I just wanna free fall for a while."

So listen up- I finally figured out what inspires me to blog. Music! Haha, shocker I know. =p I love writing anytime to blow off steam or shake out excitement, but I'll be most likely to whip out my computer after listening to some of my favorite artists. This whole statement seems kinda pointless, but whatever. ;] It's true!

"I've been roaming around, always looking down at all I see. Painted faces fill the places I can't reach. You know that I could use somebody."

I feel like I've recently fallen back in love with my friends. Now don't get me wrong- they will always mean the world to me, but I've lately become even more aware of just how incredible they are. It's kind of sad to me that it sometimes takes hardships or changes to make me realize it, but I am so lucky. How could I ever think, even for a second, that they wouldn't want to help me out? Or that they wouldn't have time for me when I needed it? How could I ever think those things, knowing that I would always want to do the same for them? The best part of all this is that I'm finding all these amazing things in old friends as well as more recent ones, in people I never believed I could get so close to and people I thought had forgotten about me. I just wish I had never forgotten about some of them. From here on in, I'm not going to waste my connections with people, even if I'm afraid they won't feel the same. It's always worth it. ;]

So, in other news, I have a new obsession:



Haha oh yeahh. =p I don't care about your twilight misconceptions- this show is the shit. It's got an awesome plot line and I love the characters . . . needless to say, I'm addicted. :D

Well, that's about all I've got to say for this post. But no- one more thing: when your favorite book of all time is made into a movie, you should probably not go see it in case they change anything huge like . . I don't know . . . the entire ending. And they WILL. But I'm not bitter =p

haha but seriously, if you're going to see the movie "My Sister's Keeper," spare yourself the dramatics and read the book. Amazing!

Love. Bee.

P.S. I don't mean to shove more Michael Jackson down people's throats, but I love this video (and song of course haha). Regardless of what he was like when he died, the man was soo ahead of his time in the entertainment world and he did so many iconic things. The dancing in this video is siiick. Sorry Justin Timberlake and Usher- we know where you got it from. =]