It's storming outside. (=
I'm trying to ignore the fact that it's ushering in a cold front and just enjoy all the lightning we can see from our dorm room window. It makes me feel like summer is really getting close! Courtney, Janel and I even went on an impromptu ice cream run in the rain . . got a little soaked, but it was definitely worth it.
Where did I go wrong?
I saw one of my ex-best friends today . . . I hate even using the term "ex" because that seems too harsh a phrasing for me. This person and I had no real falling out but, nonetheless, we don't keep in contact and things get awkward whenever we do run into each other. I've tried numerous times to reach out, but it's never returned . . leading me to believe I did something wrong, even though I have wracked my brain many times without coming up with a reason. It's heartbreaking. When I become close with someone, they mean the world to me- it's not hard for me to get attached. This is why losing a friend is one of the hardest things for me to accept. I know I said some things about this person that were harsh, but I didn't mean them and they only came out because I was hurt that, for whatever reason, they didn't consider me a friend anymore. I wish I could take the words back, even though they will never know I said them. Here's the upside- I've decided it's okay for me to always love this person, even if they aren't fond of my anymore. I won't regret it.
You've got moves, I've got shoes. Let's go dancin'.
While the aforementioned (BIG word! haha!) experience may not have been wonderful, here are some things about today that made it great:
1. Glorious weather. I got to wear my favorite pair of shorts!
2. Mickey Avalon finally got a twitter. Now I can take stalking him to a whole 'nother level. =p
3. Janel: "Oops- I just wrote 2000 instead of 2009 for the date. Why I would I put the year 2000? " *Pause* "Okay that's scary . . that just made me think of the Jonas Brothers."
Me: "Yeah, me too . . I just wasn't gonna say anything." lmao. SUCCESS!
4. My drawing professor said he was proud of me for grasping the concept of drawing eggs. That's right. Taste itt.
5. Dinner with 7 of my Theta sisters. No one does gossip like we do. ;D
6. Camilla Belle always responds to me on Twitter- that's very cool of her!
Well, I think that's about all the blog I've got in me for now. Tomorrow begins the first weekend of spring quarter . . . who knows what that will entail! haha. More exciting stories for my blog- that's what! =p
Thanks for reading.
<3 Bee.
P.S. I seriously admire this guy.
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